Confession #12: I know longer trust the people around me. I feel like there's no one to confide in. I am acutely aware that there is a high possibility that this is untrue, but in my mind I don't feel like I have a single friend that I could unhesitantly confide in. I always think twice, always say "what if?", always hide the important fragments of the truth.
People are like, "you should talk to a counsellor" And you know what? I've seen as many counsellors as I've seen doctors and they are egotistical, self invested people and I do not believe that they care and they're games will not and have never convinced me of anything as such. I mean, what would I say? "Hi, I have clinical depression and I get a kick out of cutting myself"!? I won't even talk to my friends, like I'm going to walk into a room with a stranger and blurt that out. Let's be fucking real about this.
- Sky
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