NRRRRRRRRRR.
I swear, if I have one more anxiety attack I might actually flip out good and proper.
I freaked out on no less than three teachers today. I started shaking, and my breathing got screwy and then I just panicked and starting crying, which in case you hadn't noticed is almost as attractive as sporting a giant red lump on your temple, that looks like a giant bloody pimple, on your school ID card.
Apparently I must have freaked out real bad because they offered to let me sit in a room on my own and do the writing. Hah, imagine that.
But it really was one of those situations where once I'd started, it didn't take much to start me again. I felt like a complete dill once I got into the room and then finished with 20 or so minutes to go.
So there you have it. It is never as bad as you think it will be.
I don't know what was worse, feeling like a complete dill or knowing that I was prepared for today and freaking out anyway. Mind you, I never get like this, so it was a complete shock to my system as well. I really just don't know what to do hey. Life's a strange and petty thing.
One day you're moving along fine and the next all hell has broken loose. Thankfully, last day of term tomorrow and hopefully that means time to rest.
- Sky
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